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Self Harm
People often wonder,
Why I cry a thousand tears,
I tell them it's nothing,
But to be honest, I have alot of fears.
I found it hard to cope so I,
Tried to find away to help me feel better,
Instead of arguing with Mum and Dad,
I'd write everything down,in a poem or a letter.
But then I found a new addiction,
It made me feel good within,
Pressing a big, sharp object,
Deep against my skin.
It didn't matter whether I scratched,pushed or gashed,
The feeling kept me going,
And not once I had guilt
Of people not knowing.
I'd press the knife against my flesh,
Around the sore the skin goes numb,
And I sit and watch the blood
Drip off my thumb.
At school or in town,
People would stare.......
I'd feel self-concious,
Raise my arm up through my hair,
"God Libby, what's that?!"
"It's a cat scratch" I'd reply shrugging, "they've been there for years".
Louise, Wolverhampton, aged 14
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You're Beautiful
You're beautiful
More than you'll ever know
Everything about you,
You're perfect.
And I wish you were mine.
You're beautiful
And you always will be
Whatever you do.
Whoever you turn out to be.
I wish you were mine.
You're beautiful
I could take the stars, the sun and the moon
But they couldn't match
Your beauty
I wish you were mine.
You're beautiful.
And one day,
Maybe,
You will be mine.
You're Beautiful
And I wish you were mine.
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In Memory of Ollie
Why did you do it?
Why?
Was it really that bad?
Was it?
Did you want to?
Did you?
How could you do that ?
How?
All these questions
Yet you are still braver than I ever could be.
Why do I feel so bad?
When I didn't even know you?
Why do I feel like I could kill them?
Why?
It wasn't my fault.
I didn't do anything.
But I should have.
I should have done...something.
Anything.
Rest In Peace Ollie xx
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Thank You
Thank you for being my best friend
Through good times and bad
Making me smile and laugh with you
Never letting me be sad
Thank you for being my lover
And letting love fill my heart
For standing by me at the altar
For saying "until death do us part"
Thank you for being my soulmate
We're meant to be, forever
Eternal love is what we have
We'll always be together
I don't think you'll ever know
How special you are to me
If I could have this moment with you
Forever, we'd always be.
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